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i think its funny that the people i love in my life make me feel the worst about being alive.
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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
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i just wish that i was as invisible as he made me feel.
i wish things were easier for me, but life sucks ass so oh well.
i wish that i had someone to turn to now a days, but i've got no one.
i'm always there for my friends,but when i need someone..they all go a running.
whatever, i'm so use to being alone that its actually not all that big of a deal ( i just felt like complaining).
a friend could totally be used right now.
whatever thouggghhh.
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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i'm so fucking stressed right now. like to the max. is it wicked pathetic that i've been single about 2 weeks and i already want another boyfriend. wicked sad. I'm in like debt right now, cause of school and all this shit. I'm so screwed, bickfords obviously doesn't provide much finacial relief.. i'm thinking about a second job..but no idea where.
FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE.
someone run away with me?
oh i also got a new cell phone. so i have a new number..so if u want it..idk ask.
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now that you're gone I see it.
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In less than 24 hours,one of the coolest kids i know will be in the state. I'm excited.
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me and brian
are no more.
i love how we were together saturday, and sunday it just went all down hill.
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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You are a Slutcom 3, and are on the prowl. A hook-up each weekend isn't unusual; the distance a hook-up will go is high. Your friends talk about you behind your back, and even you're shocked you haven't broken your bed yet. You for some reason are semi-proud of your track record. After all, not many can claim they've gotten as much tail as you.
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Take the slutcom litmus test!
The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.
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hahaha, funny how all the ass i get is my boyfriends, so its not really like i hook up.
but i'm a slut <3
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you WISH you could be as cute as us.
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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back from florida.
which sucks.
but i'll get over it.
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| Time: | 10:31 pm. |
| Mood: | imisshimsomuch<3. | | Music: | mae.. |
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i'm going to florida for like 5 days.
leaving friday.
i'm going to miss brian alot.
but i'll survive ya know?
our 2 months is on st. patricks day.
woo. i think we might go into boston or something
to celebrate. whatever we do it'll be fun.
i want a jeep.
& i want a good night hug.
that's all really.
bummed i missed out on 2 good shows last night.
later days.
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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i hate how everything can change in a second because someone comes back into your life.
i hate how all my feelings are now changed.
i hate how its my brother.
i hate how i'm ugly.
i hate how i'm anerxic.
i hate how i'm bulimic.
i hate how i always complain.
i hate how i can never do anything right.
fucking a.
in one moment
its like my whole world just completely falls apart
& all the great feelings with it.
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HAHAH YES.
i'm actually gunna eat more than one meal a day today.
i'm doing good.
actually i'm not.
tonite will be the first real mean
i've eaten in about 6 weeks.
and if i do eat..it comes back up & out.
..i love my diet.
MMMMMMMMMMM
and i love how everyone puts up with my whining.
THANK YOU ALL.
hahah
p.s. I HAVE THE BEST BOYFRIEND EVER.
thats all
<3
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Monday, February 21st, 2005
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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
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ANYONE ELSES MYSPACE BEING TOTALLY GAY? OR DID SOME FAGGOT DELETE MY ACCOUNT?.
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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Cause then I would start
To try to find a way to say
Hey there you are
I need to find a way to be and sound smart
I need to find a way but man it’s so hard
I need to think it’s just not anything will do
I need to think this time
Just time for me and you
To be in phrase that I would always use
In the context like I belong to you
And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok..
..I need you please to save me
I wanna be your baby
I wanna see you and me
Together this Saturday..
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cold.